Caught between
change and
my toxic ways,
Persuading my brain
that the pain
will bring change
but was it for the better?
I wonder if it was
worth the effort..
Maybe the sacrfice
didn’t measure
with the life that I wanted
So instead I’m caught up
with the empty promises
and life has a funny
way of showing you
dead leaves and broken bottles.
I guess I over-bottled
and the feelings
couldn’t handle
the pressure.
Caught between the pressure
to keep going
but my toxic ways
keeps persuading my brain
that the pain
will bring change
but was it for the better?
Was it worth the effort?
©AKD
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